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It’s true, I almost always think that I’m right. And I normally let people know it. But the older I get, and the more time that passes, the more wrong my memories seem. I can’t believe now some of the things I’ve said and done in my life. I think I finally get it.
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[16 Mar 2007|02:08am] |
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im melting\
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| This thing is WAY off...I'm almost 24. |
[03 Mar 2007|01:52am] |
You Are 22 Years Old
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Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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[10 Feb 2007|12:08am] |
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You banned me from commenting on your LJ??
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[19 Jan 2007|01:11am] |
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looking foward to a time when I can talk to you past 10:59...
After I visited you I wrote this....
"And again I expose myself to you. I show up with a shaved head that I told myself I'd never let you see and minus the beard I grew for just such an occasion. I show up un-announced because I was afraid you'd just have told me not to come. I screw up by scaring you when all I want to do is keep you safe. And while my attitude was improved, less somber, and we both had fun, I was still in the wrong. I wont apologize because it was better than I had even hoped for, but I will recognize the fact that I am now "the other guy". You aren't my girl anymore, you're his. Before I could always fall back on the past. We had more history. And even though you were with him, I had one thing on my side, I knew that deep down, you still loved me. But that advantage is gone now. I don't know if you 'love' him, or you are 'in love with' him, but my advantage has disappeared. That is a hard fact to swallow. Sometimes you exert so much strength trying to hold on to the past, it prevents you from grabbing hold of the present, let alone striving for the future. I did have fun though. I didn't know what to expect when I got there. I thought you would turn me away, so when you accepted my invite to Denny's, I was felt justified. I don't know what changed in the last week, but your tone is different, and you seemed happy to see me. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe you were just lonely, but what ever it was I enjoyed it...though it would have been better with a skillet."
I wrote it and decided not to send it. I guess I just feel incomplete without you. I don't mean to pressure you. I just thought you were done with the easy road...I don't want to be the other guy aanymore.
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[04 Jan 2007|08:01pm] |
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Ask me a question about each of the following;
1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Music
4. Drugs
5. Love
6. Myself
No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential.
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[29 Dec 2006|08:03pm] |
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I always thought that I was one of the decent guys, it's hard to accept that I'm not. I always thought I was ok because I waasn't phyiscally abusive and would never cheat on you. I thought that was enough to absolve me of my other shortcomings, but it wasn't. Just existing isn't enough. The ideals I always seemed to cherish before disapeared in a haze. I didn't understand how selfish I was being and didn't beleive what you were sayin at the time. Now, after looking back at old posts, from LJ and Xanga, and seeing things from another persceptive, removed from the way I saw before, I am deeply saddened. That night you called me for a "booty call" and I was with Dave, I didn't think I was doing anything wrong, just trying to be there for Dave, but I now realize I was never there for you. i read your post at that time and thought it the meanest most hurtful thing I'd ever read. I didn't understand how I had emotionially abbondoned you. I never wanted that. I wanted to be a good boyfriend, but I wasn't. And now that realization is what hurts so much. Part of it is jelousy. The fact that Tom seems to have nailed it. That he is better at the thing I love most on this Earth than i ever was, being with you. He makes you happy and all I ever did was cause you pain. I had blinders on and didn't want to see what I was doing. I am ashamed of the way I was, and with good reason. That wasn't who I wanted to be. No one ever thinks about the future and ow easy it would be to hurt some one you love just by doing nothing. For months I kept thinking of us and the good times we had. But now all I can see is the pain i caused.
"What I really want to do with my life - what I want to do for a living - is I want to be with your daughter. I'm good at it."
But I never was. And now he is. No matter what, just know, as bad a boyfriend as i was, I always loved you.
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[28 Dec 2006|01:19pm] |
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Shit. Im late for work.
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[25 Dec 2006|03:26am] |
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That was the night I saw FINAL DESTINATION 3 with Mitch, Megan, and Garrett. I talked about you all night, then there was that girl who looked like yoi in the movie, and then out of the blue, on our way home, as i was in the middle of a sentance about you to them, you called. You called and asked if you could come to SC. It was already close to 12, and you didn't get in till around 2, but even though we were broke up at the time, you made me so happy. That is why we got back together I think. I keep hoping one day I'll get another call like that.
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[23 Dec 2006|03:14am] |
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1. Which of your guys can you always tell anything, no matter how personal?
- Historicly McLeod. But he isn't around much anymore, so lately Tansuche.
2. What was your favorite sexual experience? (and if you can't single out just one, I suppose you could name a couple that stand out in your mind.)
- New Year's Eve 2004 or Halloween 2004 or before Kreger's Wedding...
3. Have you ever heard Ben Fold's "The Luckiest?" (If you haven't, listen to it. It's filled with so much emotion. I listen to it on my way to visit you in SC everytime. And it's notorious for making me tear up each time. *sniff!*)
- Yes, it is very emtional.
4. I know you don't do drugs. And there has to be a good reason. I know you have a strong will, but I'm not sure what could set you so firmly against them. So why are you so opposed to drugs in general?
- Strong will? Me? Hardly. Just no desire. I guess those egg commericals sunk in when I was a kid. As we both know, my will is anything but strong when it's something I really want. I guess Peer pressure was never an issue for me because there are so few people whoes opinions actuallt matter to me.
5. Describe, in your own words what love is (and words like "i dunno," etc. better not be in there)
- Love is what makes the world spin. It's a force more powerful than any other on Earth. It' sa bond that is sometimes SO powerful you can't see it anymore because it becomes more than a feeling, it becomes life itself. And it isn't till it's lost do you see how much of your life is lost with it.
6. So what's next for Brian Kronner?
- With any luck at all, a new video store. A new place and car. And the hope that motivation to do anything at all returns as well.
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[23 Mar 2006|07:38pm] |
What Is Your Animal Personality?
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| Ok, so I was bored. |
[10 Jan 2006|10:14pm] |
| You are Betty Grable | 
The ulitmate girl next door
You're the perfect girl for most guys
Pretty yet approachable. Beautiful yet real. |
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| Slow Night... |
[29 Dec 2005|12:40am] |
1. Initials:
BMK
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you:
Anthony Perkins (Played Norman Bates)
3.Last thing that you ate?
Jujyfruits
4. For or against same sex marriage?
I'll worry about the same day I become an ass pirate.
5. Are you homophobic?
Am I afraid of gays? Yeah, they are about as scary as Ricker with his nunchucks.
6. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
Nope, I'm still asleep.
7. Do you believe in God?
Sure, he's the guy who needs all the money.
8. How many U.S states have you been to?
stayed in 6, but stopped or passed thru a lot more than that in the car.
9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
California and Michigan
10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?
Nosir.
11. Name something you like physically about yourself:
My size...
12. Something non-physical you like about yourself:
I don't live in Oklahoma.
13. What is your dad's name?
Edward Joseph Kronner
14. What is your dream car?
Some thing old. Maybe a '63 Buick Skylark, deep purple, soft top with suicide doors...that runs GREAT.
15. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Italy's best restaurant.
16. Favorite type of food?
Itailan
17. Favorite holiday?
Christmas now, Halloween when I was younger.
18. Do you download music?
Yessir.
19. How many illegal things have you done?
Illegal where? ...ummmmm.....37?
20. Where would you want to go on a first date?
the Oscars.
21. Would you date the person who posted this before you?
Hmmmm...I guess, since she IS my girlfriend and all.
22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you?
In a romantic fashion?
23. Have you ever cried for no reason?
No reason at all? No, I have a penis.
24. Do you like President Bush?
I like Will Farrell's George Bush.
25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
nope...too fat.
26. have you ever white water rafted?
nope.
27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
I can't keep track of that. I get hit on too often....I'm lonely.
28. Last person you hugged?
Sanchez?
29. Have you met a real redneck?
Oh yeah, Oklahoma. GIT OUT MY DOGS!!
30. How is the weather right now?
Michigan-like.
31. What song are you listening to right now?
Late Night with Conan
32. What is your current favorite song?
Im on a bit of White Stripes kick.
33. What was the last movie you watched?
Fun with Dick and Jane
34. Do you wear contacts?
Nope.
35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Movie Theater.
36. What are you afraid of the most?
Centipedes and Julie's affect on her students.
37. Have you ever hit on someone of the opposite sex?
Yup
38. Any pets?
Casey. He is only the best dog on Earth. No Big Deal.
39. Have you ever loved someone?
Sure Have.
40. What really turns you on?
Her desire. Also a girl who dosen't mind a big belly. Also, oddly enough, I like a girl with a good flat stomach. Oops.
41. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
I hate coffe. Do they sell Beef there?
42. Have you ever fired a gun?
Yup, several occasions.
43. Are you missing someone?
Yup.
44. Say something totally random about yourself:
As I was walk up the stairs I met a man who wasn't there.
45. Do you have an iPod?
NO.
46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
When I was young, it was Mcauly Culkin, recently Tom Tolbert.
47. What's your mom's name?
Lori
48. Who would you like to see right now?
Batman.
49. Are you comfortable with your height?
I'd be ok an inch or 2 taller, but Im ok with my height.
50. Dogs or cats?
Ha. No contest. Dogs Rule, cats drool...and suck donkey dick also.
51. Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't supposed to be doing?
Like today?
52. Favorite flower?
Flowers that don't cost me too much.
53. Butter, plain, kettle,or salted popcorn?
Butter of course.
54. What books are you reading?
24 Declassified: Operation Hell Gate
55. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Yes.
56. Has anyone you were really close to passed away?
Im not gonna answer that.
57. Do you watch MTV?
Not since Bevis and Butthead were on.
58. What's something that really annoys you?
Full Screen DVDs.
59. What are some things you really like?
Movies, Detroit Sports, and My dog.
60. Do you like Michael Jackson?
Music Pre-1990's, yes. Everything else, no.
61. Can you dance?
Can I? If I wanted to I could.
62. Favorite football team?
THE ONLY ANSWER. The Detroit Lions.
63. Favorite breakfast food?
Sausage and Onion Omelet.
65. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?
2 Days.
66. When was the last time you went bowling?
A Few weeks ago.
67. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
Nope, I'm too tuff.
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| Alright Dave.... |
[25 Dec 2005|12:48am] |
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The grass is always greener on the other side, unless Chuck Norris has been there. In that case the grass is most likely soaked in blood and tears.
If you can see Chuck Norris, he can see you. If you can't see Chuck Norris you may be only seconds away from death.
Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants.
When the Boogeyman goes to sleep every night he checks his closet for Chuck Norris.
Chuck Norris is 1/8th Cherokee. This has nothing to do with ancestry, the man ate a fucking Indian.
Chuck Norris once ate three 72 oz. steaks in one hour. He spent the first 45 minutes having sex with his waitress.
The only reason sperm whales are named as they are is because Chuck Norris named them that when he dicovered they were the only animals that could deep throat him.
When Chuck Norris was in middle school, his English teacher assigned an essay: "What is Courage?" Chuck Norris received an "A+" for writing only the words "Chuck Norris" and promptly turning in the paper.
Superman owns a pair of Chuck Norris pajamas.
The quickest way to a man's heart is with Chuck Norris's fist.
Chuck Norris' sidekick on Walker Texas Ranger isn't black, he's bruised.
After much debate, President Truman decided to drop the atomic bomb on Hiroshima rather than the alternative of sending Chuck Norris. His reasoning? It was more "humane".
Chuck Norris owns the greatest Poker Face of all-time. It helped him win the 1983 World Series of Poker despite him holding just a Joker, a Get out of Jail Free Monopoloy card, a 2 of clubs, 7 of spades and a green ..4 card from the game UNO.
They say MacGyver can make anything out of paperclips and string using only his hands. Well, Chuck Norris can make anything out of MacGyver using only his fists.
Dylan Stone
Chuck Norris frequently donates blood to the Red Cross. Just never his own.
Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried.
The term "carnivore" was invented after Chuck Norris was spotted at a carnival eating babies.
Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits.
Chuck Norris never wet his bed as a child. The bed wet itself out of fear.
Chuck Norris built a time machine and went back in time to stop the JFK assassination. As Oswald shot, Chuck met all three bullets with his beard, deflecting them. JFK's head exploded out of sheer amazement.
Chuck Norris does not hunt because the word hunting infers the probability of failure. Chuck Norris goes killing.
The chief export of Chuck Norris is pain.
Chuck Norris is currently suing NBC, claiming Law and Order are trademarked names for his left and right legs.
A blind man once stepped on Chuck Norris' shoe. Chuck replied, "Don't you know who I am? I'm Chuck Norris!" The mere mention of his name cured this man blindness. Sadly the first, last, and only thing this man ever saw, was a fatal roundhouse delivered by Chuck Norris.
Chuck Norris sold his soul to the devil for his rugged good looks and unparalleled martial arts ability. Shortly after the transaction was finalized, Chuck roundhouse kicked the devil in the face and took his soul back. The devil, who appreciates irony, couldn't stay mad and admitted he should have seen it coming. They now play poker every second Wednesday of the month.
To prove it isn't that big of a deal to beat cancer. Chuck Norris smoked 15 cartons of cigarettes a day for 2 years and aquired 7 different kinds of cancer only to rid them from his body by flexing for 30 minutes. Beat that, Lance Armstrong.
In 1959 Stephen Hawking became the first and only person to outsmart Chuck Norris. He learned his lesson.
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